is he to be or not to be my boyfriend that is the ?tion

ok here is the deal radkeem asked javetta first who she thought he should go out with and he already knew that she was gunna say me cause she says it all the time ... i think it's his way of asking me out without it just being him it would be because javetta pushed him towards it and i guess he wants to make sure that i won't reject him... but he left last night and well we r still friends .. i thought we would be actin' funni around each other but we are all right he called me last night at midnight... mann i was in a deep sleep... i was like wut the heck is that noise... he kept on calling till i answered ... he asked me 2 get online so i got out of bed and as i was truning on the computer and signing on he called and said nev mind i'm gunna go 2 bed good night.. i wasn't mad though... but i don't kno wutz' gunna happen i don't kno if he is gunna ask me out or wut... he says that he wants 2 but he doesn't want britney to get mad at us and that stupid stuff about we should date another person first to make sure that we are doing the right thing ... 2 me that's freakin' retarded ... if we where going out we would kno if wut we where doing was right ... he can be really confusing sumtimes... i wonder wut ges on in that brain of his ... i was really worked up last night i thought he was really gunna ask me out... he kept cumin' in the room where i was every now and then didn't say anything and then left... every time he came in i thought he was going to ask and every time he asked me 2 come where he was i thought he was going to ask ... but no ... mann i had really gotten over him 2 but i knew deep down inside that if he where 2 eva ask me out of course i would say yes ... but i had highly douted that 2 happen ... but now he is thinking about it .. and if he doesn't i'll get really mad ... couse i got over him and now he has put hiself back on my mind ... javetta is great i luv her she is just trying so hard 2 make this happen ... she said that she will make it her life goal 2 see him and i go out ... but with my luck she will die trying cause for us 2 go out is wut i want and nuthin' that i eva want eva comes true ... i had a fortune from a fortune cookie and it said that a refreshing change is in your future and javetta says that radkeem is my refreshing change lol
well
i think that's all
byez byez
have a nice spring break
luv ya lotz'
princess nia
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