JaVeTta ... God I love her!!!!!!!

I'm usually really shy and I don't say hi to anyone first, but with Javetta it was differnet. I told Mrs.Francis she could sit by me and I said hi and started talking to her. I had alot of fun with Javetta and Ibe in advisory, I looked forward to it everyday. It was when I introduced Javetta and Radkeeem that she and I became really close. For the longest time she was all I could talk about and she still is. This summer has been great. I don't know what it would have been like if she wasn't here. I've had so much fun with her, she is truly my BEST FRIEND. The last couple of days though i've just cried and cried. Javetta is moving back to Oklahoma! She wasn't going to tell me until she got on the road, but on Monday Chris and I walked down there and there was a moving truck in the front. Chris asked what's up with the moving truck and she answered i'm moving back to Oklahoma. She had been kinda giving me hints the last couple of days ,but I oviously didn't get it. I was wondering why she kept asking me how would I feel if she moved back to Oklahoma. One day on the phone , I found out her sister was here , and the next day she said they had left to go get more boxes. I was like boxes for what and she wouldn't tell me. In my head I knew, but I didn't accept it, but later on that day was when I went down there and found out. When I had to go home I came home crying. My mom was like what the hell is wrong with you, she even hung up with her phone call. I yelled all loud Javetta is moving back to Oklahoma. My mom just held me for a while and then she called her friend back and was like her whole little world is bout to be turned upside down because her best friend is moving. After diner my mom and I walked down to Javetta's house and we all talked for the lognest time. Javetta's mom says they'll be back in two weeks, but my mom told her if they aren't ready to come back by school then Javtta can stay with us for the begining of the school year, that would be so cool. After a while my mom left cause she had the dog with her, but I stayed till 1 almost 2 am helping her pack up her room. It was fun and I got to spend some time with her. The next day I babysat her niece Makayla, she is so funny, I enjoyed that. She was suppose to be leaving that night (yesterday), but they aren't done cleaning the house so they stayed at a hotel last night and i'm waiting for her to come over here today. They are going to need our shampooer. Yesterday I made her a card and wrote her a letter, but while I was writing that letter I kept crying and my mom was like you're leaking, but I was crying on and off all day. Especially when she came and dropped Juno off and said the would be back, I thought there next time back would be my last tome to see her. So I was crying that whole time. I don't know what these next few weeks of summer are going to be like without her, I mean she is who I spend the majority of my time with. I know I still willl get to talk to her on the phone , but I can't just walk right up the street and see her whenever I want to . I hope and pray to GOD that she is back in two weeks, her mom promised though she said I've grown on her and that they are coming back. While they are gone i'm keeping her dad's dog and her basketball goal so they at least have to come back to get those things, if not for good. her mom said that they where going to move back into this neighborhood which is great. Hopefully it will be closer to me. I'm just a little nervouse, it took them 3 years to actually move down here in the first place, so I hope they really do keep their word and come back in two weeks. Javetta is like a bad habit that's hard to get rid of or a part of me, i don't know how i'm going to cope without her. I know she is happy about going casue she gets to spend time with her friends which she hasn't gotten to do since she moved here and she gets to spend time with her niece, but I think she really is going to miss me, when we where i'm her practically empty room she was like these are some of our final moments together and she was like i'm about to cry. That made me feel good and she kisses all the things that are special to her and she kissed one of the cards I gave her and put it in a box. It was so sweet. She really does care about me. Well I think you get the point. I love her sooooooo ( i put 7 o's cause that's her fave #) much and im going to miss her terribly. So for the next few days I should be crying on and off even though I know she'll be back eventually, I still don't want her to be away from me for that long. Well, God doesn't place anything before us that we can't handle and every thing happens for a reason, i'll survive, i'll just be a lil sad for a while, but there isn't anything wrong with cryin' ! Ibe has left me 2, she has a track meet in Indian Apples, so i'll probly be in my house being bored cause Ibe is the only person I ever really want to talk to online and Javetta is my everything. I'll probly be with Mallory or Ashley or Raven or Mariska. Those are the only people that don't drive me nuts,Chanice is gone to! Well i'm going to go stare at the phone and the door and hope Javetta shows up on one of them. Oh yeah I forgot to tell you so far the only people that know about her moving is me and Chris of corse, my mom, Ibe, Mallory, Ashley, and Raven, and that's cause I told them. She doesn't want to be the one to tell anybody, she is leaving me to do it. Poor Radkeem, she is the only friend he has really besides Ashley McCoy. Oh well he did that to himself, well i'll ttyl and tell you how i'm holding up and tell you how the final good-bye went. Mija Luvs Bonita Like BOOM !!!!! P.S. I did it all in dark green because that's her fave color :) ! P>P>S> and if I could i'd do this in the font of Amazone BT cause that's her fave font ! :)